school

i have an assignment due at 11:55....i dont want to do it. im starting to see less and less of a reason or desire to get a masters

an experience today led me to the concept of looking at the brightside...thats usually me but i find if youre constantly looking at or for something bright it makes it next to impossible to navigate in the dark- when will your eyes ever adjust to your situation? do you want your eyes to adjust? i guess if they do that means you plan to be there a while.....

time

if a day with You is like a thousand elsewhere...i need You to do something in the next 17 seconds

one more dimension

Scorpio

October 23 - November 21

Scorpio is the eighth sign of the zodiac, and that shouldn't be taken lightly -- nor should Scorpios! Those born under this sign are dead serious in their mission to learn about others. There's no fluff or chatter for Scorpios, either; these folks will zero in on the essential questions, gleaning the secrets that lie within. Scorpios concern themselves with beginnings and endings, and are unafraid of either; they also travel in a world that is black and white and has little use for gray. The curiosity of Scorpios is immeasurable, which may be why they are such adept investigators. These folks love to probe and know how to get to the bottom of things. The fact that they have a keen sense of intuition certainly helps.

The Scorpion symbolizes Scorpio, and that is no accident. Much like the Scorpion would rather kill itself than be killed, those born under this sign are in ultimate control of their destiny. It is life on the Scorpion's terms, too, since these folks promote their agenda (they are quite the executives) and see to it that things go forward. Others may find this overbearing (it can be) and even self-destructive, but that's the beauty of the Scorpio: they have tremendous regenerative powers, much like the literal Scorpion can lose its tail and promptly grow a new one. Fearless Scorpios rarely lose; they just keep on going, since they are stubborn and determined to succeed (this Scorpio trait is in keeping with the Fixed Quality assigned to this sign). Scorpios work as hard as they do so they can someday sit back and feel satisfied with themselves. These folks are intense, passionate and filled with desire. They're also complex and secretive, so don't expect to get much out of them, lest they become suspicious and exit stage left. It's best not to bet against Scorpios, either, since these folks are surprisingly resourceful.

Scorpio is ruled by Mars and Pluto. Mars was the God of War in ancient Roman mythology and is the first (and most ancient) ruler of Scorpio. When Pluto was discovered in the 20th century, it was also assigned to this sign. Pluto was known as the God of the Underworld in ancient Roman times, so when coupled with Mars, expect some intense energy to head toward Scorpions here on Earth. This planetary combo makes for people who are motivated, penetrating and aware. Scorpions don't miss much, since they are highly attuned to the vibrations of others. They are intuitive, probing and very focused on knowing who's who and what's what. Scorpios can lose their temper (and even become vengeful) when someone gets in their way, so it's best to give them plenty of room. Remember, they're unafraid, and a loss today simply means an opportunity for victory tomorrow.

The Element associated with Scorpio is Water. As opposed to the 'roiling seas' seen in other Water Signs, a better motto for Scorpios would be 'still waters run deep.' Those born under this sign are as emotional as their waterborne brethren, it's just that they're not as likely to show it. The Scorpio's emotions are repressed, kept under cover. Again, these are secrets to be used another day. That said, be aware that these folks are clever, perceptive and always in the mix. Their ability to see into things can sometimes be a curse for Scorpios, however, since they can take an insignificant matter and turn it into a huge slight. Beware the Scorpio who feels crossed! These folks can turn vindictive in no time flat. Luckily, once Scorpios catch their breath, they will return to their usual determined and loyal (albeit strong-willed) ways. Finally, while Scorpios aren't above some subtle manipulation to get what they want, they'd much rather take a scientific, even mystical path. The Scorpio-born are powerful and passionate, qualities that serve them well, as long as they don't let them deteriorate into self-indulgence or compulsion.

Scorpios love competition in both work and play, which is why they'll air it out in sports and games. Extreme sports are right up Scorpio's alley, as is most anything that will test their mettle. They've got to have an adversary, since it makes the game that much more fun. Scorpio's colors? Powerful red and serious black. When it comes to love, though, Scorpios soften up a bit and are caring and devoted with their lovers, even if they do hold on a bit tight. Scorpios are also lusty in the extreme (how else?), so they need to be mindful of their reproductive organs.

The great strength of the Scorpio-born is in their determination, passion and motivation. Scorpios don't know the word quit, which is why they usually get the job done. A powerhouse? Like no other.

http://www.astrology.com/

just fun

anasazi or hopi, aztec or zuni- the kokopelli- god of fertility, mischief, and music

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kokopelli

the lost city

ive gotten so good at acting like a christian im not sure i know how to live saved

my friends have found a way to be comfortable in their sin around me...sides of themselves they would normally try to quench or mask- they freely share with me because their flesh identifies with mine

should i be concerned that people i call my friends would selfishly choose their comfort over my soul...or that i am somehow making room for their sin and slowly pulling them down with me

i should be concerned that its easier to identify with my flesh than my spirit, because i live in it more. i walk in it. its easier to recognize. both are heavily guarded, masked, untouchable...ones just seen more often

to break down walls would mean not only to reveal my spirit, but to reveal my flesh for what it is and to acknowledge that more often than not i hold me back. i keep me from growing. because happiness-joy-having no reason to complain scares the hell out of me

its unknown territory...atlantis if you will

Hey now this is my desire consume me like a fire cause i just want something beautiful to touch me i know that im in reach cause i am down on my knees waiting for something beautiful

Christianity without discipleship is Christianity without Christ

I heard a statistic that 1/3 of the world is Christian, if we each evangelized 2 people the world would be Christian- Thats nuts. Ghandi once said if Christians actually lived what they believed everyone would want to be Christian. Bill Hull says the problem is not that we dont live out our beliefs the problem is that we dont believe Jesus

I think I can I think I can...

If thinking too much can keep me from climaxing I guess it makes sense that I could think myself into it...wait no it doesnt. and what if I have asthma? do I really have to forcibly hyperventilate to climax solo

Check the link below for more details...
look ma, no hands!

think-gasm

needless to say...i should be doing homework

if something is indeed needless to say, why is it said


as a saying everything that is needless to say is in someway needed for clarification or continuatin of the previous statement
 
otherwise youre wasting my time with things that didnt actually need to be said

love and marriage

go together like a horse and carriage...so sex must be the yolk or ropes holding the two together. my question, if you marry and only one partner has had sex (prior to) and the other is bad...how do you fix it?

if both havent had sex they can grow and experiment together plus thres nothing to compare it to so...its the best youve ever had regardless...
if a man has had sex and the woman has not, well she can be easily taught to move properly, its like riding a bike (or a horse) once you can do it, you can do it...
but in the instance the woman is eh hmm experienced, and the man is not...how do you tell/teach/guide without completely killing his ego and do you just suffer through sloppy consumation on a regular basis for the rest of your life because youve got love and marriage?

this i tell ya brother you cant have one without the other
dun duh dun duh duh dun dun

chop phuey

I bought a bunch of chopsticks to make myself eat slower (you know because it takes the body 20 minutes to recognize its full...and most food is too good to allow to sit for 21 minutes) but all it did was make me learn how to use chopsticks better