ive gotten so good at acting like a christian im not sure i know how to live saved
my friends have found a way to be comfortable in their sin around me...sides of themselves they would normally try to quench or mask- they freely share with me because their flesh identifies with mine
should i be concerned that people i call my friends would selfishly choose their comfort over my soul...or that i am somehow making room for their sin and slowly pulling them down with me
i should be concerned that its easier to identify with my flesh than my spirit, because i live in it more. i walk in it. its easier to recognize. both are heavily guarded, masked, untouchable...ones just seen more often
to break down walls would mean not only to reveal my spirit, but to reveal my flesh for what it is and to acknowledge that more often than not i hold me back. i keep me from growing. because happiness-joy-having no reason to complain scares the hell out of me
its unknown territory...atlantis if you will
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