Drench My Heart

sometimes funny isnt fun

...i feel like people depend on me sometimes to make them feel better, so much so that or to the point that if i dont feel good about life i dont have anyone to discuss it with...bc theyre going through...bc really theyre not interested in my sad...bc they like my happy so much.

s'like sunshine and rain

Jesus is the center of my Joy, and they can take all of my possessions and I'd still have my Joy (though depressed like a mug)...Ive found my Joy and my joy is steadfast and immovable. now its time to locate my happy

bc my happy is elusive, evasive, and seemingly unobtainable. once i find it i'll have joy and happy....then i'll be something like unstoppable.

dont be surprised by the smile, im just locating the happy

color career counselor

Best Occupational Category


You're a CREATOR

Keywords



Nonconforming, Impulsive, Expressive, Romantic, Intuitive, Sensitive, and Emotional



These original types place a high value on aesthetic qualities and have a great need for self-expression. They enjoy working independently, being creative, using their imagination, and constantly learning something new. Fields of interest are art, drama, music, and writing or places where they can express, assemble, or implement creative ideas.



CREATOR OCCUPATIONS

Suggested careers are Advertising Executive, Architect, Web Designer, Creative Director, Public Relations, Fine or Commercial Artist, Interior Decorator, Lawyer, Librarian, Musician, Reporter, Art Teacher, Broadcaster, Technical Writer, English Teacher, Architect, Photographer, Medical Illustrator, Corporate Trainer, Author, Editor, Landscape Architect, Exhibit Builder, and Package Designer.



CREATOR WORKPLACES

Consider workplaces where you can create and improve beauty and aesthetic qualities. Unstructured, flexible organizations that allow self-expression work best with your free-spirited nature.



Suggested Creator workplaces are advertising, public relations, and interior decorating firms; artistic studios, theaters and concert halls; institutions that teach crafts, universities, music, and dance schools. Other workplaces to consider are art institutes, museums, libraries, and galleries.











2nd Best Occupational Category

You're a SOCIAL MANAGER

Keywords:



Tactful, Cooperative, Generous, Understanding, Insightful, Friendly, and Cheerful



This very social type enjoys working in groups, sharing responsibilities, and being the center of attention. Fields of interest are instructing, helping, nurturing, care giving and instructing-especially young people. They discuss and consider feelings in order to solve problems, lead, direct, persuade, guide, organize and enlighten others.

teenage dream

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

school

i have an assignment due at 11:55....i dont want to do it. im starting to see less and less of a reason or desire to get a masters

an experience today led me to the concept of looking at the brightside...thats usually me but i find if youre constantly looking at or for something bright it makes it next to impossible to navigate in the dark- when will your eyes ever adjust to your situation? do you want your eyes to adjust? i guess if they do that means you plan to be there a while.....

time

if a day with You is like a thousand elsewhere...i need You to do something in the next 17 seconds

one more dimension

Scorpio

October 23 - November 21

Scorpio is the eighth sign of the zodiac, and that shouldn't be taken lightly -- nor should Scorpios! Those born under this sign are dead serious in their mission to learn about others. There's no fluff or chatter for Scorpios, either; these folks will zero in on the essential questions, gleaning the secrets that lie within. Scorpios concern themselves with beginnings and endings, and are unafraid of either; they also travel in a world that is black and white and has little use for gray. The curiosity of Scorpios is immeasurable, which may be why they are such adept investigators. These folks love to probe and know how to get to the bottom of things. The fact that they have a keen sense of intuition certainly helps.

The Scorpion symbolizes Scorpio, and that is no accident. Much like the Scorpion would rather kill itself than be killed, those born under this sign are in ultimate control of their destiny. It is life on the Scorpion's terms, too, since these folks promote their agenda (they are quite the executives) and see to it that things go forward. Others may find this overbearing (it can be) and even self-destructive, but that's the beauty of the Scorpio: they have tremendous regenerative powers, much like the literal Scorpion can lose its tail and promptly grow a new one. Fearless Scorpios rarely lose; they just keep on going, since they are stubborn and determined to succeed (this Scorpio trait is in keeping with the Fixed Quality assigned to this sign). Scorpios work as hard as they do so they can someday sit back and feel satisfied with themselves. These folks are intense, passionate and filled with desire. They're also complex and secretive, so don't expect to get much out of them, lest they become suspicious and exit stage left. It's best not to bet against Scorpios, either, since these folks are surprisingly resourceful.

Scorpio is ruled by Mars and Pluto. Mars was the God of War in ancient Roman mythology and is the first (and most ancient) ruler of Scorpio. When Pluto was discovered in the 20th century, it was also assigned to this sign. Pluto was known as the God of the Underworld in ancient Roman times, so when coupled with Mars, expect some intense energy to head toward Scorpions here on Earth. This planetary combo makes for people who are motivated, penetrating and aware. Scorpions don't miss much, since they are highly attuned to the vibrations of others. They are intuitive, probing and very focused on knowing who's who and what's what. Scorpios can lose their temper (and even become vengeful) when someone gets in their way, so it's best to give them plenty of room. Remember, they're unafraid, and a loss today simply means an opportunity for victory tomorrow.

The Element associated with Scorpio is Water. As opposed to the 'roiling seas' seen in other Water Signs, a better motto for Scorpios would be 'still waters run deep.' Those born under this sign are as emotional as their waterborne brethren, it's just that they're not as likely to show it. The Scorpio's emotions are repressed, kept under cover. Again, these are secrets to be used another day. That said, be aware that these folks are clever, perceptive and always in the mix. Their ability to see into things can sometimes be a curse for Scorpios, however, since they can take an insignificant matter and turn it into a huge slight. Beware the Scorpio who feels crossed! These folks can turn vindictive in no time flat. Luckily, once Scorpios catch their breath, they will return to their usual determined and loyal (albeit strong-willed) ways. Finally, while Scorpios aren't above some subtle manipulation to get what they want, they'd much rather take a scientific, even mystical path. The Scorpio-born are powerful and passionate, qualities that serve them well, as long as they don't let them deteriorate into self-indulgence or compulsion.

Scorpios love competition in both work and play, which is why they'll air it out in sports and games. Extreme sports are right up Scorpio's alley, as is most anything that will test their mettle. They've got to have an adversary, since it makes the game that much more fun. Scorpio's colors? Powerful red and serious black. When it comes to love, though, Scorpios soften up a bit and are caring and devoted with their lovers, even if they do hold on a bit tight. Scorpios are also lusty in the extreme (how else?), so they need to be mindful of their reproductive organs.

The great strength of the Scorpio-born is in their determination, passion and motivation. Scorpios don't know the word quit, which is why they usually get the job done. A powerhouse? Like no other.

http://www.astrology.com/

just fun

anasazi or hopi, aztec or zuni- the kokopelli- god of fertility, mischief, and music

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kokopelli

the lost city

ive gotten so good at acting like a christian im not sure i know how to live saved

my friends have found a way to be comfortable in their sin around me...sides of themselves they would normally try to quench or mask- they freely share with me because their flesh identifies with mine

should i be concerned that people i call my friends would selfishly choose their comfort over my soul...or that i am somehow making room for their sin and slowly pulling them down with me

i should be concerned that its easier to identify with my flesh than my spirit, because i live in it more. i walk in it. its easier to recognize. both are heavily guarded, masked, untouchable...ones just seen more often

to break down walls would mean not only to reveal my spirit, but to reveal my flesh for what it is and to acknowledge that more often than not i hold me back. i keep me from growing. because happiness-joy-having no reason to complain scares the hell out of me

its unknown territory...atlantis if you will

Hey now this is my desire consume me like a fire cause i just want something beautiful to touch me i know that im in reach cause i am down on my knees waiting for something beautiful

chop phuey

I bought a bunch of chopsticks to make myself eat slower (you know because it takes the body 20 minutes to recognize its full...and most food is too good to allow to sit for 21 minutes) but all it did was make me learn how to use chopsticks better

Testing out the txt blog. today i realized when i get overemotional i cry. positive or negative-too much brings tears leading to failed attempts at communcation