constipated

went and got a colonoscopy
      looking for a pot of gold
been in the fire so long
      the blue flames starting to get cold

"sh*t or get off the pot!"

      actions all youve got to make it
but wondering how far I'll get
      living my whole life constipated

pushing towards a goal with the whole world pushing back
building up the muscles in my legs and lower back
thought it would be quick
                                but now my time is so off track

trying to pass these fools through my system
       not sure what youve got until theyre gone and you miss them
I knew they had to go cause the relationship was toxic
       but each took a peice and now I aint really got sh*t

stuck on a stool unable to make a movement
trying to keep in dark, all thats hidden in the bowels
       instead of solving the puzzle or spinning the wheel,
       Im steady wasting money on vowels

If I cant push foward I gotta keep from going back
      even if it means being stagnant, dead in my tracks

Aristotle once said, 'give me one firm spot to stand and I'll
change the world
   move mountains
                        and rotate and reverse its orbit'
I mightve added to that for emphasis
            youd've caught it if you were listenin
but Aristotle was standing
           and I'm stuck here
                                      sitting

paralyzed by options with the world passing me by
thought I had a good plan but its funny how time flies
             
                  you dont even really have to be havin fun

"sh*t or get off the pot!"

well neither one makes sense
because if I could push past this    
                                             I would
      and walking away?
well thats just counterintuitive
   a counter action- opposite to every action up to now

all that time, all that work
thats got me stuck here
            with no worth

living a life thats constipated
actions all youve got so make it
even if its counter- its action

s'like sunshine and rain

Jesus is the center of my Joy, and they can take all of my possessions and I'd still have my Joy (though depressed like a mug)...Ive found my Joy and my joy is steadfast and immovable. now its time to locate my happy

bc my happy is elusive, evasive, and seemingly unobtainable. once i find it i'll have joy and happy....then i'll be something like unstoppable.

dont be surprised by the smile, im just locating the happy

color career counselor

Best Occupational Category


You're a CREATOR

Keywords



Nonconforming, Impulsive, Expressive, Romantic, Intuitive, Sensitive, and Emotional



These original types place a high value on aesthetic qualities and have a great need for self-expression. They enjoy working independently, being creative, using their imagination, and constantly learning something new. Fields of interest are art, drama, music, and writing or places where they can express, assemble, or implement creative ideas.



CREATOR OCCUPATIONS

Suggested careers are Advertising Executive, Architect, Web Designer, Creative Director, Public Relations, Fine or Commercial Artist, Interior Decorator, Lawyer, Librarian, Musician, Reporter, Art Teacher, Broadcaster, Technical Writer, English Teacher, Architect, Photographer, Medical Illustrator, Corporate Trainer, Author, Editor, Landscape Architect, Exhibit Builder, and Package Designer.



CREATOR WORKPLACES

Consider workplaces where you can create and improve beauty and aesthetic qualities. Unstructured, flexible organizations that allow self-expression work best with your free-spirited nature.



Suggested Creator workplaces are advertising, public relations, and interior decorating firms; artistic studios, theaters and concert halls; institutions that teach crafts, universities, music, and dance schools. Other workplaces to consider are art institutes, museums, libraries, and galleries.











2nd Best Occupational Category

You're a SOCIAL MANAGER

Keywords:



Tactful, Cooperative, Generous, Understanding, Insightful, Friendly, and Cheerful



This very social type enjoys working in groups, sharing responsibilities, and being the center of attention. Fields of interest are instructing, helping, nurturing, care giving and instructing-especially young people. They discuss and consider feelings in order to solve problems, lead, direct, persuade, guide, organize and enlighten others.

teenage dream

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

pride is competitive, humility is comparative