constipated

went and got a colonoscopy
      looking for a pot of gold
been in the fire so long
      the blue flames starting to get cold

"sh*t or get off the pot!"

      actions all youve got to make it
but wondering how far I'll get
      living my whole life constipated

pushing towards a goal with the whole world pushing back
building up the muscles in my legs and lower back
thought it would be quick
                                but now my time is so off track

trying to pass these fools through my system
       not sure what youve got until theyre gone and you miss them
I knew they had to go cause the relationship was toxic
       but each took a peice and now I aint really got sh*t

stuck on a stool unable to make a movement
trying to keep in dark, all thats hidden in the bowels
       instead of solving the puzzle or spinning the wheel,
       Im steady wasting money on vowels

If I cant push foward I gotta keep from going back
      even if it means being stagnant, dead in my tracks

Aristotle once said, 'give me one firm spot to stand and I'll
change the world
   move mountains
                        and rotate and reverse its orbit'
I mightve added to that for emphasis
            youd've caught it if you were listenin
but Aristotle was standing
           and I'm stuck here
                                      sitting

paralyzed by options with the world passing me by
thought I had a good plan but its funny how time flies
             
                  you dont even really have to be havin fun

"sh*t or get off the pot!"

well neither one makes sense
because if I could push past this    
                                             I would
      and walking away?
well thats just counterintuitive
   a counter action- opposite to every action up to now

all that time, all that work
thats got me stuck here
            with no worth

living a life thats constipated
actions all youve got so make it
even if its counter- its action