2.02.2009

20, movie sex, tin man

20
20 pack
1 last puff
Stress is too much to test
Pullin 8 to 5
9 to stay alive
Odds are 10 to 1
It’s only 12, days not even half way done
Lunch break. 13.15
It’s all I have to fill up my tank
2:16 I’m late
That’s 17 points on my name
4:18 time to go I can’t lose this job
But 5 cant come quick enough how can I beat traffic
Take 19th ave to B Street
Bypass the bridge,
It always takes like 20 mins to get across
20
6:20 finally home
One last puff before I go to sleep and start again tomorrow
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Movies make sex sexy
I want movie sex
Four minutes of time leading to a lifetime of satisfaction sex
Not bumping uglies, sweaty, grunty, painful, it’ll take much longer than four minutes
STD’s, crazies, emotionally binding and rarely physically satisfying sex
Not real life sex
But sexy movie sex
Four play sex
Happily ever after sex
Just sexy sex
Movie sex


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One day I will be so independent that I wont need your existence.
I wont need your money when im in lack
Or your arms when I fall
Ill be so independent I wont need your presence to verify me at all

I may be able to stand on my two feet or mold and sculpt with my very own hands
But for some reason I still need your affirmation to confirm my stance

One day Ill be so independent that I wont need you to validate me
I wont need the cunning ways you hate on me
You pretend that you care but you lie to entrap me
Its disgusting
Your crocodile tears have caused your cold heart to grow rusty
I can hear you creaking from a mile away
Turn around tin man its time for other prey
Because now I know im standing on my own two feet
And the only reason you should be here is to have your lips on mycheeks

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